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I am amazed at how constant He is in my life--never changing. He blesses my heart to know that even when I am so tired and weak, He becomes my strength. When I put Him on the back-burner yet again in my life, that He is still there waiting for me to put Him back where He belongs. Afterall it was my choice to put Him there in the first place.
I think so many times (at least from my own experience) we get caught up in everyday life, when our "everyday life" should consist of Him consistently. :) We need to make sure we are putting in our time to get to know Him. He wants to see how much we love Him by how much time we spend WITH Him. He needs to be number one, those dishes in the sink can wait an hour, the laundry doesn't have to be started first, and the TV show that comes on at 9 doesn't need to dictate how I spend my time. I got stuck in this mess, now I am trying to get out of it. This life I am learning takes a lot of DISCIPLINE. Which is definately a good thing, but a hard one at that.
He doesn't just want an hour a day either, our lives should consist of and be focused on Him throughout the day. He should be constantly on our hearts, He doesn't just want a simple hour, He wants our lives. Being the gentleman He is though, He will not push us to give more than we are willing. He wants to see how much WE love Him. Which takes discipline, something of which I have a hard time obtaining.
I want God to be number one in my life. I want to hunger after Him more than anything in this world. I want to be a strong Christian that is not hypocritical. I want to be flowing in the fruits of the Spirit constantly. I want conviction and brokeness in my life. I want to be consumed with getting to know my Heavenly Father more and more everyday. I want to be His servant/vessel that will be used to bring Him glory. I want to fulfill my purpose in this life. I want to go higher and deeper in Him. I want to radiate His beauty, joy and peace. I want to be pleasing to Him. Everything I want can happen and I believe will happen if I can discipline my life and stay in His Word. That is what my life needs to be based on--Him, not how much cleaning I can/need to do, not how much time I can spend doing things that can wait a little longer. He needs to be my all in all, my everything, my life.

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